How do i get my dads attention?

I'm sorry for your situation. Doesn't sound like a lot of fun in your house. If you have an uncle or grandfather, someone who doesn't live in your house, do that. Explain to them what you've put in this question. Hopefully, they can help you bridge the gap between you and your dad. If not, maybe they can become mentors to you and help you out. Also, talk to your school about the Big Brother program. There may be a young man who will become your "big brother" and do things with you. Good luck. You seem like a smart and responsible young man.

Spraying mace in preteens eyes?

not mace, but go get some hot like really hot water but not boiling if they come dump it on them so they with freak out. and get some ice and pelt them wit it just so you know it hurt! if you mace them they will call the cops and they will be like "we just went up to his house to say hi and he maced and kicked us" and they are kids so they will win aka cop say that they are right. them you might get in lots of toble. just tell them you are cleaning your gun and if they dont go hit them with ice. and is you have a bebe gun hit them with that i mean shoot. or call the cops...

Where can you use a fax machine?

I have some documents I have to send tomorrow... But I never actually had to "fax" anything before and Never really noticed a fax machine whenever I ran my errands before.

I don't feel like myself. Could it be because of "love"?

I know exactly how you feel. All I can say is there is at least one other person who feels the way you do, and a lot more I hope. You are never going to find one of them if you don't try. Wait for it, don't try force it, that's more about you than them, and will never work.

A question about prison gangs?

so a friend of mine has a lot of white pride tattoos and swastika tattoos and stuff like that and i just got to thinking. if he evr got sent to prison could he go up and approach an aryan prison gang about joining? or would he have to wait for them to come to him

We all have some embarrassing childhood experiences but is any as embarrassing as this?

children are always in awe of their parents and grandparents no matter what they do. as for what your grandfather did, it was his personal choice and his way of life. abusing him will not do you any good and neither will reflecting upon that incident as it was all in good faith. you did nothing wrong and should not take it a negative light. just remember one thing children are innocent and pure at heart. you meant no harm to anyone and your present day mindset also reflects the same. just relax and forget the past. i know it can be hard to let go but its only for the best and you must try.

Could I do this without fearing prosecution?

No. 13 year old kids have parents who will take one look at them and take them to the ER and, trust me, the cops will get involved and you'll be arrested.