Is it crazy to think God kept you safe and not your neighbors ? .... IS God was watching over me...?

God does not intervene in earth's affairs right now. Satan is the ruler of the world. 1 Jo. 5:19. God does not cause disasters. Although he has predicted they would happen. He does not save one person over another. If he did he would have saved his Apostles and early prophets. Isaiah was cut in half by one of the emperors. John the Baptist was beheaded. etc. He does help us by strengthening us to get through the problems we face. But he does not take them away.